Friday, October 13, 2006
*meeps!* i've decided to update again after a few days.. haha
these few days were okayy.. ystd had dinner with ms chng, ym,elvis,naima and eli.. it was fun and nice to meet up after so long.. it has been ages since i met eli! haha she told me girl girl ran away, i was so mean to laugh at her cos girl girl always kajiao me whn i go eli's hse cos i always go and kajiao her. she muz have hated me like hell. (if u are wondering who is girl girl, she is eli's dog) haha!
ate at cartel then ms chng went off first, the rest of us went ard taking silly pics in PS cos PS has sooooo many mirrors ard, i totally went mad and i have alot of unglam pics in ym phone. i took a pic with ahzi and it looked kinda funny. i'm lazy to uplaod them, shall upload another time here then. then went arcade, i played like hell, somehow.. ha
saw someone who looks like him, he gave me the feeling of him whn i walked past at PS. oh wells..then today went out with joan,wj,ben and wj's fren. went vivocity, its a nice shopping place to go if u really want to shop for clothes and u have the money to shop for them. it would be an enjoyable day there.
bought a shirt,haha a nike one.. not bad larh.. quite cute, saw alot of shirts that i wanted, but then i dun have the money to buy! life sucks eh...
life hasnt been well for me since like dunno whn.
beneath all those smiles and laughter ,there is still a broken heart, a very lonely gal. i really feel very lonely at times even though there are pple ard me. its like lost in a crowded world. i realised i haven got really true frens whom i will talk to whenever i'm done. i dun have that kind of fren whom we are tt close till everyth i will tell him/her. wad a sad life.
i still cry at times for no reason cos i have no one to talk to. i hardly talk to my parents now, i dunno who to talk to.
where were u when i needed you?i aint the person whom i used to know, i'm just not me.
jerr-
11:11 PM